Inhaling such vibes entails my demise leave a trail in Braille unknown to your eyes and to most I confide emotional tides and the woes i aligned with hopeless of signs motions suppose It evokes a new life I loathe all the moments that I can’t define (x3) Waterfalls plunge on my wonder I summit a kind of remorse and it wanders I must’ve just died in my dreams but I wonder What kind of life hides up and under these covers Cuddle and coddle my woes Getting happy with the flows And it just flows and it flows Take a dive in while I’m holding your nose Nobody knows You can’t trust anyone But you could fuck anyone Assuming you’ve got the looks that’s an accomplishment Take condoms, conjure this family tree with your hopes and beliefs I’d have to agree that all of this reeks of bitterness Baby I’m sick of this And I’m just sick of you NyQuil can’t kill this flu, Assimilate sooner than late Cynical fuck ruminate I said I just mutilate Stuck in the human race Struck a chord, do my thing Suffer remorse, only few could pray Rush that implores me for you to sedate Fuck up my lucid state Lust feelings to relate Must have been a fool at age 8 with my content space, I saved hate contemplate all kinds of phases But only a few could make this conscious addition to satiate With appetites in a fate, I faced Never could hide behind faces made I was so shit faced, afraid to wake Sober, but older, Don’t me say Don’t make me say it (x2) Blunt conviction Fuck a bitch talking this shit Hush indifference Baby I'ma bust a mission (x2) Waterfalls plunge on my wonder, I summit a kind of remorse and it wanders I must’ve just died in my dreams but I wonder What kind of life hides up and under these covers Cuddle and coddle my woes Getting happy with the flows And it just flows and it flows Take a dive in while I’m holding your nose Nobody knows The focus, I use all the motions Stuck in emotions Fuck all that hoe shit I am alone bitch, you fucking know this Haven't you noticed? Act like you don't then, I don't give four fifths a fuck Portions, you're not that important slut Enforcing notions through courses in sorting distortions of love Till its courses through veins when I break a leg like it’s just luck Visions are itches, can't scratch Get depressed, sip elixirs and sit back Strictly in fact Infatuated with love, but the fact is thats only a trap like diving headfirst in the shallow end getting your head cracked and necked snapped like a Kit Kat Spit raps for times I was drunk or high And use a line to hang myself high Above the fucking pedestal I'm better off dead or forever froze Having an episode, buried in stereos Incredible money makes bitches suck testicles Dread the positions posses it all no no no She ain't special though Instead she's relies on sexual, counterfeit centerfolds therefore excess of the luxury For the cream the skin is buttery skim milk and cutlery cut cut

Strawberry blush on the cusp Repercussions of drugs and heartache that I hold like 100s Dollar bills Dolled up and pretty, you’re ready to meet your new lover and coddle the thrill Follow the drill Swallow the pill Hollow as walls in the home that’ll make you fulfilled But until death does you part, someday this love will go kill And the plights play Fighting the urge and I might stray Night after night, I just might say The wrong thing to hurt you I long to be worthy It’s wrong to feel worry I might crave A lover to hurt me, I like weight Of love on my shoulders A loner, I soak up the night shade To take me home, woke up to bright days That’s wishful thinking To spite shame, Look at me sinking, I might fade Take it all away, take it all away All that fucking shame Tucked up in my brain Nothing is the same Everydays a phase I’m afraid Feeling the weight, elevate Live a day, searching for better days Medicate towards a steady state of destruction Defunct and it sucks out my mind like a suction The plights play Fighting the urge and I might stray Night after night, I just might say The wrong thing to hurt you I long to be worthy It’s wrong to feel worry I might crave A lover to hurt me, I like weight Of love on my shoulders A loner, I soak up the night shade Take me home, woke up to bright days That’s wishful thinking To spite shame, Look at me sinking, I might fade I might fade I might fade (no) I might fade (no) Drown up a shallow girl into the deep end gallows are home to me when the deceit ends What does it mean when I let defeat get best of me, best of me You‘re just the death of me Remedy, remedy For all my enemies Remember me endlessly one day You’ll get a peak Of the peak of your life unaware that is the best that you’ll see Meant to be mended with many dreams That you will never reach On the occasion you ever feed ego The dreams that’ll make you feel peaceful A refill prescription A stream full of veto for future progression Potentials heart wrenching Render my legacy stress for your tendons That little bit of false hope sure goes a long way Littering the broad scope of everything I call faith Little did you know, I sipped the henny and I fought hate I’d hate to tell you no, but I just love the my heart races when I feel it crashing to the floor In a fashion I just know it’s bound to happen any moment About to take another pill until I'm soaking in the noise All up in my head then Im buried up in my bed Apparent, it’s imperative, it perish like my breath Peddled plenty sentiments Depression never slept Yeah, I go I know, I know how this shit I know, I know, I know I know, I know how it goes

Tell me, tell me everything I wanna hear Tell me tell me, everything I ever feared is all in my head Offer a new place to go rest my head Off a new way of this hope and the ways that I cope Erase all the stress in a daze, no Look at the mess that you made, no Look at the mess that you made, no It doesn’t get better, the skin just gets tougher a hint of the trauma in for your conscience Infrared saunas couldn’t cleanse tension Just clench new perspectives, the pressure will lessen impressions of stress or revenge keeps me from resting a new direction, but no fuel A view I’ll bloom a mental vengeance like a noose to keep me up to give the illusion Ive strengthened, Ascended, I’m splendid and sanctioned by mental frames And thoughts I’ve mentioned All a new method All of what looms is our deficits dressed in a testament And forms of comfort like bitter pills But to my mind, they taste just like entemanns And to my knowledge, I can’t think of sentences to ever hold up now hold up repent my sins, Love boomerangs Knew the things stimulus caves in Simulate several things, I have kept waiting And I pledge on my death that I can invade this negative frame of thought Look how I came and sought Played this, loves a game, don’t shit the basics Reciprocations rigid I face the facts like razor blades smack right across wrists till it starts forming cracks Tell me, tell me, everything I wanna hear Tell me, tell me, everything I ever feared is all in my head Offer a new place to go rest my head Off a new way of this hope And the ways that I cope Erase all the stress in a daze, no Look at the mess that you made, no Look at the mess that you made, no Limerence all in my mind, oh It just makes all of my mind zone In a space where both my eyes close Same souls in a different time zone in different shapes, different race, we fly so Mitigate, it’ll make lines go, off Vindicate bitter grace integrated it has been days since a better state All my pathetic ways reflect genetic traits Jet set up into the midnight Might levitate in the dim light my mind is bright as some lemonade fantasize lovers that I knew of yesterday but loves a game and I just get played every day Performing, words pouring important key portions of my borderline tragedy trapped in my agony tactfully Impact appeasing the passion as strategy Passing the wack shit so rapidly Raps plastered on paths to pacify apathy Adds to the dreams that I actively breed from the trees that all scatter seeds onto the grass as it feeds all the wings that the galaxy brings but if the beans are smoked to help cope then a crowd of fiends choke and the clouds become a coax when it gleams rain to help sprout the leaves piece of the season that grapples heat leaving a rattle between their feet, traveling plateaus up in the east leaking tobacco in paths of my dreams Even if after my passion runs deep into rivers of sadness upstream I’d still just be glad that we had something that seemed like a real connection I thought, I thought we could be I thought, I thought we could be I thought, I thought we could be a real connection

Maybe all of the pills made me too optimistic Optics illusion Abuse em blues if I oblige to my fixtures If I didnt know have this whole vision l'd lose myself in the distance do you mind if I listened to conversations you have with him? So, I could have myself a glimpse of what it’s like to have love cause the life I have isn’t bad, but I still feel so fucked Another night I sit in the trash, and I’ll still call up my plug Tell him I need em if I could see him and throw the homie some bucks Maybe I was just too hopeful but now I hold onto sofas, so the story goes when home alone I sink in my woes so soulful So full of shit, I piss bliss Focus on this, I get whipped by a hopeless abyss I best slip a couple of pills onto my tongue I wonder what comes after this stuck in this habitus Happens to gets my own habits fixed Hack it, live happy, then I could admit, this shit Nostalgic for times I could take pride in all my qualmish thoughts I was just saying the other day I could go conquer them then get the sauce dip

Go Tell your maker, I made up my mind that he's made up Elevate lines verbatim Fatally refined on hiatus by the way, this is outrageous I'm so outraged but feel faded if all of this rap shit backfires I will not back down I'll come back with fire if I make profit off this shit, then call me messiah but this ain't religious, this science Apply all the steps then deny in defiance but life is unfair and your god is so biased What's everybody so tough for? So many secrets in my cupboard just want a double cup for Life holding onto a thread no subforum Literally blast the bars with A bit of the passion hard with Think of the past and start with A little new chapter carved in I really do have to target A bit more than half of you artist Particular raps regarding Claim to be silk, but your fabric is cotton Spitting for massive markets Thinking you're rapping smart with The Different tactics harnessed Digital plastic sonics smell it like nasty armpits Fitted in trashy garment A minute in, past the mark in Admitting addictions I harm with I feel everyones dishonest, I really could calm my conscience With drugs until I go vomit They'll never accept me, I'll let em resent me Allegedly petty, I'm ready to get me revenge and whatever it takes Might just several takes And in general hate these fucking fakes I blast for, assholes rap for cash so, capitalism is such a hassle Battle half you, as to catch you rascals in the motherfucking action, clash you do googles, no yahoo I'm not even a bad dude I don't even have gats dude, so I won't shoot you I'll just stab you, prove you my glass full I swear im contained like a capsule come out my shell like pistachios I'm not a player, I'm de blasio that's word to wiki the verse is iffy, the first of plenty Refer to me sicky prefer to be witty than gritty, but really I'm silly The whole worlds against me and fantasies tempt me, Twilight mind brined in a plight Prior my sobriety life Acquire a ripe conviction In the midst of me denying your sight Architect with lines that I write In a life I designed take flight On a jet to a dream Where it seems, no one could deprive the rhymes I recite

A Counterfeit well being Bound to get bitter I dream of better scenes and predicaments but the business of getting this uplift spirits like Pegasus Bet it’s pity irrelevant to my physical temperament In a pickle intelligence dribbles little developments Nimble, but cautious Don’t reflect, but I remember all of the shit Impressions, life’s pleasures I’m a second off from caustic goth kids and I’m coughing Coffee breath and my cloth itch Olive skin soft as cotton akin to lava a lot of the problems embedded in several mental episodes Enter roads with entrances covered in spider webs and woes And on the edge of hope, I etch a flow Hands down like Dashboard Confessional And as ashes dip in snowy grounds we crashed in While we clasp a dutch I don’t smoke much, but I don’t have a fuck And after floods, the sun is bound to drown us till the grounds erupt Red flowers and towers of silky moods A rowdy drug induced amusement fluent in sounds that buzz Penny for thoughts, so I’m never down on luck Polish off a plate of implausible mistakes If possible, chase regret with a flask attached to hips with decay I still complain, but claim my sorrow is a far away place I guess I teleport back and forth Elon musk must embrace my mood swings in a fashion I do things like every weeks fashion week In a pattern, the blue moon brings a padded release The passions erratic, but I’m at it again only to prove you things I’m sad, but no sadist No miraculous Christian grey As a matter of fact, all girls Ive crushed on made they’re way to a list of victims I might kill when I finish this vape I might fillet these raps like a sea bass thrown over these flames Hyphenate my fame, don’t hype my name Alright? I’m lame My heights to blame for heists arranged So to obtain a brighter lane A tighter pussy to fuck but let’s be real all you bitches suck Stole daddy's hydrocodone at 17 when home alone oh no so goes a plot twist with pill popping props it’s sick like how love takes common sense hostage.

Hard skulls crack plaque Pressing thoughts Software Snorted an ounce Her pronounced features sought stares in her loft, she bare nude I was just there to spare a few minutes and glare in the flute that bear hues of a champagne Only despair grew Cheeks with the tint of an heirloom in the heat of June with my crew, that’s my hairdo My share of feuds impaired my whereabouts but where were you? I swear I saw you posted something with that Jarrod dude You shared it too, how very rude I’ll bury you with berries to just make you feel my very blue And you’ll perish too While I skydive off a pill that I’ll parachute and if Sarah knew What if Jessica had let me through Maybe Id be better dude Follow your cookie cutter life Stupid bitch, it’ll be fine Had this dream since I took my first trip and I was flying Took unprescribed medications in ways I could not hide Taking too much Making me want to just go and die But I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry no more Went from kava and chamomile to codeine and xany pills And opium canisters I feel alone Can’t preserve The feelings I had for her The feeling I once felt but now it just can’t emerge I feel like a veteran with the issues of amateurs Hair blush, your dandelion Hey man, I’m just barely trying Air brush the flare inside hysterics In lyrics, ride flows like a one way ticket to paradise or compare it to a cherished pride I don’t cherry pick shit Suffice to say I was fairly biased Hey man, there’s no point as I point to a void l I can’t describe These days all I need is a mirror and Google to see if it’s true so I don’t need you or your truthful etiquette In a room with you Trying to wake up a dead elephant that you killed with negligence And every time you lie, it feels like a sedative Otherwise I’d be wired cause you’re not yourself and it’s so evident Oh, it's so evident Follow your cookie cutter life Stupid bitch, it’ll be fine Had this dream since I took my first trip and I was flying Took unprescribed medications in ways I could not hide Taking too much Making me want to just go and die But I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry no more

Alienation propels me to dwell My failure to wake up and smell daisies Belch hazes so hasty Parallel to all the past days it varies Draped in affections contain me Melting headaches Sever brains with machetes Buried in stress and the rest of it tears me wear paranoia like a sweater I’m sweating Forget me and please spare me pain with this pill They all played games and I feel Nothings the same Nothing will convince me I'm meant to be something in frame with fulfillment I faint from symptoms, refrain from efficient ways to display enigmas Liquor stains ways within the pain Ive entered like razors I clench with, Dismay to break that agenda A phase that chases vendetta A case to settle day old dilemmas, whatever Drink like Bukowski in rage Till my finale I pray This fate of mine in a mental state Hatred lines my gentle flame Hearts heavy Death of me Won't wake Days presently In the wake of mending several things, Recipe has faith but then we'll see in sleep, haunted by enemies in my coffin, they address to me relentlessly As my destiny bleeds ease Best to yield defeat instead of playing chess with this greed It's best to believe That I’ll be okay Heartbreak puts a leash on logic Take it for walks in the cosmic Spaces that blossom demonic beasts And on beats I speak of them constant With schemes to reach a comet Shields to block grief in the heat of conflict Vomiting pieces of somber demeanors locked in my closet Apostle of peace in the palm I reach for bonds to preach No promises, either I'm ethering guys Or everyone's asleep or unconscious In the peak of conjuring thoughts I coddle with Sheets I read when I get off with rhymes I spit lit like its Hanukkah year round What follows glim Keep the shit simple like Vonnegut When the cats cradle slaughterhouse for words I make progress with Apologies My conduct grows intolerant in time, I’ll stitch these wounds like a moccasin This lifes a blur Tonight i splurge At nights, diverge to pills And still I fight the urge Reveal my burns, I'd like to concur With this dark Some light to emerge, despite my concerns Persistence Give a punchline to kick in my life like its fucking fiction Close the door Lock it Take your dosage And pop it Then lay down and contemplate hopes unaccomplished Goals out of focus and ponder flows in a mode of a monster Another dose if the high wanders Or take enough doses till I'm unconscious.

I wish I could tell you I wish I could tell You Everything anything thats been on my mind But I could never tell you But I could never tell you Everything that You ever hear is lies And everything here is lies I come to your house with pride Knowing deep down inside that will not fly I look right up at the sky Got a look, it invites Stop with the looks it defies my mind I think about this so often I look around, I feel lost in Looking down I feel awful, awesome take another swig of this It's not a genie, but shit I'll go make another wish, For you bitch Little did these hoes know I've dealt with this type shit before In life, it just heightens remorse, you know And I'll give up on this with time Make a heart draw straight lines Give me a script Take five enjoy the ride I wish I could tell you I wish I could tell You Everything, anything thats been on my mind But I could never tell you But I could never tell you Everything that You ever hear is lies And everything here is lies I come to your house with pride Knowing deep down inside that will not fly I look right up at the sky Got a look, it invites Stop with the looks it defies my mind pretend you love me in the way i define You could pretend that I'm doing just fine I learned the hard way Loves only a gripe Finding the right one with only your eyes Time to give up or I'm only inclined To never be sober approach my demise A moment divine And then I'll be quiet You do not warrant goodbye You do not warrant goodbye I wish I could tell you I wish I could tell you I know every fucking thing you know

Hallucinations While perusing the rulers phases And to whom it caters bloom from a blue cocoon in true nature Color of bruises, not just blue, with a hue of gloom layered Allude to the brute and cruel players I prove the truth, but that's not enough to change my whole state of being And as of late I've been leaning towards depression like steps on the floors creaking I'm fiending for reasons to not redeem my bleeding addiction in seasons life's a tease I can tell by how she wears her cleavage Men want to skeet skeet Women want six feet I just want six feet deep, guy You could at least cheat You can at least be a piece of shit and think everything's lit, right? Don't be so bitter Give time to reconsider, but I've too be patient in the waiting room And lately you remind me of the ways I made my life debatable I never dated you, but safe to say that sample taste was insatiable You could've really saved me but shallow ways of humans are unbreakable Another page is full of traces of all my facial faults a razor in my bathroom retained for the sake of if I decide my face is unsustainable Guess i turned evil like cam in Paid in Full Guess I pledged allegiance to a dream thats unattainable And my debt burns holes through reality Unrepayable Unmistakable High stakes I trace my heavy heart to a greater flaw Would have been better without you Wrote you a letter Went out to nobody So it seems doubtful Hold me, I really need sounds too Play me some good shit to bounce to Music is infinite, sounds true Ridiculous isn't it? Now you tripping Now isn't shit bound to predicaments get me to drown too Sentiments with a wish how to Make the shit maybe surmount to A logical resolve or lyrics frolicked in some awe a spirit watching pills dissolve swallow as my soul thaws Men want to skeet skeet Women want six feet I just want six feet deep, guy You could at least cheat You can at least be a piece of shit and think everything's lit, right?

And all this abuse I can't face it truth creeps in through all the cracks of your statements I have to replace this sadness with the taste of the habits I've made in the past 8 or 9 months I may just deny some In fact. I may hide some Some drugs that I've tried to set fire to all my desires in dire need of dimethyltryptamine Got me thinking types of things Finer things Fibers of morals torn and liars obliged to pour tears in corners Cordially invite you to fears hoarding these years The origin of things and the order of corpses according to obituaries, rarely states fairy tales I've seen pretty people living swell and the future repels fuck it, I dwell and my lovers will melt in the depth of my spell Patterns and habits I fall off the wagon And land on a tactic like a broken mattress Popping pills like some tic tacs Picture me gagging, so I could be happy Blame it on genes for the way that I'm slacking Don't get it twisted baby, you're my muse everything to me, I dream about you I've seen fantasies, can it be true? Candid, I stand by my truth you give me warmth Canada Goose Damned if I do, damned if I don't I never knew you To you I was ghost Funny cause you're the one haunting me most Now what do you suppose I should do Faces turn red on a Roxy Blue Sunk in a pot of brew Wash it down and I'm just screwed Days go by Every day and every night Never say I'm living right With the pain right by my side I go I know I chose this life it goes from the light to the dark I am shot in the heart ready to shoot back blast you in the arm think I wouldn't do that? Yeah I did that Never quit that, can't forgive them I'll never let them Never get them Overslept in a dream Where happiness bursts at the seams Yeah, I did that Never quit that Can't forgive them I'll never let them Never get them Overslept in a dream happiness bursts at the seams Think about her for some years I think I'm just sick and don't want to be here Stuck drugs will wear off as he tears off the clothes you wear to meet him when you fuck Guess there's no luck to begin with All things considered its hard to not think it when you lead me on Oh so you're wicked but claim innocence oh so I get it I guess I'm sprinkles for the vain life you live in I guess I just paid the expense for the friendship I guess I just had your romance for incentive don't get my hopes up for love it's just expected that pieces of puzzle all point to an ending I've come to get comfortable with Wonder if substances could keep me company while my mind drifts Days go by Every day and every night Never say I'm living right With the pain right by my side I go I know I chose this life it goes from the light to the dark I am shot in the heart ready to shoot back blast you in the arm think I wouldn't do that? Yeah I did that Never quit that, can't forgive them I'll never let them Never get them Overslept in a dream Where happiness bursts at the seams Yeah, I did that Never quit that Can't forgive them I'll never let them Never get them Overslept in a dream happiness bursts at the seams

I typed up a text to a girl I used to see Told her I could really have her, but only in my own dreams Lonely and static means to dethrone the practice that brings my habits crashing to ashes like plane accidents passing you in the street I’ve got the tea if you could steep this low Believe me, it’s beneath these flows in pieces of the beats if you could keep afloat I think you know the sleepless nights deplete my life of leisure It’s a meager life, I mean I’m like a weaker Jesus Christ the things I write just get sticky like Korean rice money would be nice, but I’m only here for the compliments use competition like condiments calm my vision, con a script penny for a thought, I get dimes in the form of common sense the scent of winter on my breath I sent that bitch another text after she ignored the first 26 I'm a wordy bitch, word to RZA, GZA, Inspekta Deck and the other 6 I’m fucking sick Flooded with thoughts that often drop from my pores the oppositions enforced, which opts me to get remorse the object of all the noise in my head I’m fucking dead Given the fact, unoriginal rappers diminish and slather positions like plaster For the top spot like Windies (Wendy) Before they become Casper This is not a new chapter, this a new book there’s no actors, characters, barriers bear in mind areas that seem scarier from where I grew up I knew of as places that carried words, curses and cultures that bury us in a merry hearse Just cause you’re passionate don’t mean you’re very worth your small words don’t satiate like small meals flaws fog a vision all reveal that I’m holdin onto like caulfield hoping they will all heal I fall ill when songs kill

Swimming just like I'm a brick Chewing the cud, that's a sign I'ma dip its crucial to go feed your ego But hard to do so without pleasing your dick I need that assist I need that conviction, I need that remission I need you to admit it I need you to forget it I do not need to be plain (plane) I catch flight like a pigeon Like I'm a vision get up caught in a mission Get caught up in a minute when the seconds clock down and I'm finished If a girl tries to mislead you That is the cue to get even If you think it's love In the moment when you feel it Baby girl you're just a fuck to him I need a drug and a sin I need to fuck up again I need the rush from this pen I will never love again I will just suffer then Rhymes are so succulent Why does life suck again? Oh right, I'm ugly man Loneliness is just my punishment Ivory mood on the nights you drew distant and I'd be rude, if I didn't let visions brew likely tunes, for the both of us, I and you, it reflects in your eyes and your eyes are blue, Teeth gnash on a brief habit, appease addy,, keep pills, see madness, weak crash through the grief haves it leak, dash with a bleak pattern Rest in my bed Step in my head Stress is what’s left Let all it sink in A faucet that gives in A bathtub of visions The tip has all Risen It flows to the floors Behind all my bars I'm stuck in a prison A mark, a mission In March. Established my part rapping here now like some scarves My hopes been choked from the start Cigarette smoking, I'm aiming like darts Little you know, the journey embarked Little i know, I'm surrounded by sharks Little did I know. The worlds shallow, but it could still drown me, I'm drowning I'm drowning in dark Drown in your arms And this frown that I wear like a crown I’m down in the dark Been down from the start

Preface to living in horror the predator lives in a series I carve a new script Riddles I fiddle with shards of that glass and I giggle considering carving my wrist List of my thoughts I could live in a world where all the girls get lost in heart and forget all of the sorrow that may come tomorrow may harp on the fact that I’ll never forgive Never persist and the pressure within the difference in presence the pleasures oppress a fiend for the fantasy I am no less Bearing a grudge bear hug a drug and emotions provoking omens it is the culprit cope with the coldness I know it you know it can’t focus we’re broken it is so hopeless I hope we move on Holding together your pride Now hold this together let’s fly So awful the weather, I oughta just get to your sight In autumn, I dreaded the nights Now oughta get my own advice When this shits all set and done Figure your pleasure must come to an end, waiting for love in suspense Now I’m just waiting for love in suspense x3 Now I’m just waiting, I’m waiting Now I’m just waiting for love in suspense Wait a minute, do I want love? it depends (x2) Little percentage I’ll never have chance and the vendetta roll out with a plan and the potential i hold out my hands like your soft neck and I toast to revenge a menace my etiquette, I wanna mend a bullet is metal, but words will offend amend all my strength with potent implosions my pen shits a hopeful appendix my hope is tremendous reality gets offended I’d rather just get to my venting so sad I drag out this life till I’m senseless had this to practice and it is so true that keep drugs in a Whole Foods bag while I flow through drags like a ghost drew back from an old blue nap I Really just spoke too soon had I known that you act Pretty girls need ugly boys Like pity feeds off love and ploys And lust destroys a lump of trust And most of the time, love is some joy But the word love is exploit-ed pure rush you get in the choices Poison matrimony and your vows are some noises Staring at truth, I can’t avoid it In at it with a grip lost cause Inadequate this kid got crossed And after this shit he talked "god" Thought that he heard him, but thought wrong Guess he’s not not worthy, he caught on Took a few drugs till he got calm Wrote a few songs so to get "coms" (commas) On strings of chords, sang them all night long A string of hope to keep his fight strong Lights on Lights off

I'm just as shallow as people I judge Dark as the shadows and ill as a grudge Starve in the attic I go roam around Stuck in nostalgia the silence makes sounds as loud as a tower collapsing Around this for hours A round trip to power is bound to surpass the whole budget I brought If love is so priceless, then why should I go tag along Chugging my coffee with chaos Still wide awake on my days off Color my daydream with crayons Okay, im way off take off into my obsessions sentiments settle, said I’d let go of the pressure devil is prevalent in the hole I could measure never let anything get a hold of my pleasure it’s all for the better, I’ll never forget her I’ll never regret her I think I think i think it’s time tick toc Don't watch, just listen as my mind glistens tick toc Top of the morning, I’m itching for a new vision to vindicate been in a twisted state litter this with a faith things will get better if I just don’t let it go find a new method or go take some methadone, can’t that message home let alone visit it hit it and shiver like a fucking blizzard hit deliver this like Eva Creeper delivers the pieces of music, no features feed off the rules that they preach us breaking the rule is like taking initiative getting money is just limited to ways you get it with your only options presented like little gifts glisten with profit with ribbons convinced its not toxic Went to that psych ward and bounced back recycled tight flows, it sounds sad but this is life and a soundtrack and if this shit is just wack, baby so be it just keep it 100, while itching my tummy go suck on my penis you leeches are funny this shit is so sick, it’ll leave your noses runny relinquish my troubles, while bursting your bubble you dummy Play peek a boo and the people deplete my new wonders presume that I’m lost, I cruise under a useful facade I drew something, so truthful withdrew from the fog I bruise summers with memories from the cruel months in the winter remember, I ruminate? do the things true to say I'm fucked up I’m usually not like this but I think a lot like this like to make ink dry on my wrists I think you might like this I think you might spite this but with or without opinions I think I might get it in giving you new shit so brilliant Really I’m spilling the facts Conditions harass my whole feeling I’ve lashed out at women who drag my decision to fall in love with them lackluster wisdom it isn’t fun It is just hitting my nerves and I’m spinning dispersing the words that you listen in on and I get my kicks off off the fact that I Cannot relax I just rap and I pack up my shit, that’s a fact it’s a red flag when a bitch likes to flirt and then brag when a couple dudes hit on her, i gag my tempers In tact when the temperature passes my comfort you say you got back, but you fucking front first kudos, I’ve done worse, what comes first, the truth or discomfort I lose my whole mind and the truth might align with the foolishness Take a good look at this ruthlessness cool, it gets smooth and I knew it rips souls into two I’m a lunatic prove you my flow is into tune with this I don’t stretch truth, used to get cross like a crucifix they told me work it out, so I just threw a fit, I'm just as shallow as people I judge Dark as the shadows and ill as a grudge Starve in the attic I go roam around Stuck in nostalgia the silence makes sounds,as loud as a tower collapsing Around this for hours a round trip to power is bound to surpass the whole budget I brought If love is so priceless, then why should I go tag along